Optimistic

Prelude: I'm in the middle of learning something new for work, but my mind is "urging" me to blog instead.

The recent happenings in my life has consumed all the energy that is left on my already lethargic self. I maybe in a brink of an emotional breakdown... Actually, sometimes I wonder if I should already be "breaking down". But there's always that something that keeps on pushing me to stay positive, to stay hopeful, to hold on to that faith, though it feels like I'm holding on a hair strand.

Though I'd rather succumb to deppression, because it's easier, and will make me slimmer in no time (though looking god-awful)..., I will stay positive.

I will be hopeful.

I will hold on to my faith, because I know everything's has its purpose, and will eventually, things will be fine.

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Whoever's reading this, whether you believe or not in a God, please wish/hope/pray for my dad's good health, and for strength to the rest of my family. with deepest gratitude, jewel