You may not understand.. why there's a smile on my face

Weird, I happen to woke up feeling fresh and positive this morning. I manage to stay up till past 12 the night before, amidst my sleepiness and my mom's consternation for staying up late. My eyes were glued to the first episode of American Idol 5.

Eniweiss, I got up pretty early than usual. I'm feeling pretty (well, there's no one else to compliment yourself than you), coz I'm wearing my fave peach-pink shirt, pinstriped pants and hand-me-down Nine West maroon pumps. I wore also a really old pearl necklace. I could've worn some lipstick at the least, but make-up is not really my thing.

The stoic me, even the heavy traffic along EDSA did not quite take its toll on me. It may have decreased my good vibrations a little but I'm fine.
I may have been lagging behind some tasks, but I'm fine. Even with sore toes, I'm fine.

An officemate friend commented me that I'm getting slimmer and asked me if I'm in love. I just smiled shyly (Maria Clara-type hehe) and maybe blushed (Maria Clara strike 2), but me IN LOVE? You've got to be kidding.

I've been surpassed by the love bandwagon since time immemorial, and today, my patience is in constant battle with the pressure around. Maybe I am abnormal in the social standard, but what the heck, I believe that God started writing already a beautiful love story for me….

The thing is, He's still in progress with the Prologue (ouch!)

Or maybe He's in Chapter 1 already... because of the recent events concerning me and my crush.. and another crush… and another… Hahaha I WISH!

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Now I'm sad, my friend Ahlou is leaving for Japan tomorrow already. She's one of my closest friends in college. Though she'll only be gone in a couple of months, and I rarely see or talk her, I'm still saddened by the news. On the other hand, I'm happy for her coz she'll be with her mom again whom she's physically separated from a long time now, plus be able to see her boyfriend again.

There's a lot going on with my friends lives now… I wonder what change is in store for me this year….


You may not understand why there's a smile on my face, coz it's gonna be, such a wonderful place… - Wonderful Place by N.E.R.D

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GOD IS SOOO GOOD!

I'm managing to keep up with my deadlines (a bit late though) but still, I manage to finish them all up!!! Weeeee!!!!! Grabe, i thought I'll come down with an anxiety attack with all the work that needs to be finish at work. Actually, I was sick on Monday (Jan.3), the first official working day of 2005. Guess it all boiled down the drain...

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength! AMEN!!!!